Shame

I only see myself reflected in your eyes
so all that I believe I am essentially are lies
and everything I've hoped to be or ever thought I was
died with your belief in me so who the hell am I?

I'm wandering 'round confused
wondering why i try
the more that you deny my pain
the more it intensifies...
I pray for someone to ache for me the way I ache for you...
if you ignore that I'm alive
I've nothing to cling to

I stare into this mirror
so tired of this life
if only you would speak to me or cared if i'm alive
once i swore i would die for you
but i never meant like this

I don't know if I'm real without you
what is left of me without you?
I don't know what's real without you
HOW CAN I EXIST WITHOUT YOU?