Chocolate

This could be the very minute,
I'm aware I'm alive,
All these places feel like home.

With a name I'd never chosen,
I can make my first steps,
As a child of 25.

This is the straw, final straw, in the,
Roof of my mouth,
As I lie to you.

Just because I'm sorry,
Doesn't mean I didnt enjoy it at the time.

You're the only thing tha I love,
Scares me more everyday,
On my knees I think clearer.

Goodness knows I saw it coming,
Or at least I claim I did,
But in truth I'm lost for words.

What have I done?
It's too late for that,
What have I become?
Truth- there's nothing left,

One simple mistake,
Starts the hardest time.
I promise I'll do anyhting you ask
This time.