I Don't Know How To Love Him

[Mary Magdalene]
Try not to get worried,
Try not to turn on to
Problems that upset you, oh
Don't you know
Everything's Alright, now
Everything's fine

[Jesus]
And I think I will sleep well tonight.
Let the world turn without me tonight.

[Mary Magdalene]
Close your eyes, close your eyes
Think of nothing tonight...

I don't know how to love him.
What to do, how to move him.
I've been changed.
Yes, really changed.
In these past few days
When I've seen myself.
I seem like someone else.

I don't know how to take this.
I don't see why he moves me.
He's a man. He's just a man.
And I've had so many men before.
In very many ways, he's just one more.

Should I bring him down?
Should I scream and shout?
Should I speak of love,
Let my feelings out?

I never thought I'd come to this.
What's it all about?

Don't you think it's rather funny,
That I should be in this position?
I'm the one who's always been
So calm, so cool. No lover's fool.
Running every show. He scares me so.

[Musical interlude]

[Mary Magdalene]
I never thought I'd come to this.
What's it all about?

Yet, if he said he loved me.
I'd be lost. I'd be frightened.
I could cope. Just couldn't cope.
I'd turn my head. I'd back away.
I wouldn't want to know.
He scares me so.
I want him so.
I love him so.