New Disease

Now i can take this, everything i know
Realize that i'm nothing i wanted to be
I can never change anything i've done
Because it's the onlt thing i have left

Blame yourself again for what i didn't do
Never even knew it was coming from me
It changed the way i felt, the worst is yet to come
Because i have gone too far now

Nobody
Changed my mind
And it leads me to a new disease
Somebody
Let it die
But it still becomes a new disease

Is this all worth what this has done to me
Watered down my senses and turned them on me

Fuck morality and everything i know
If i didn't hate this than i couldn't cope
Impersonate myself for what i used to be
Denial is all that's left now

Nobody
Changed my mind
And it leads me to a new disease
Somebody
Let it die
But it still becomes a new disease

Seething in my head
I'm suffering instead
I can't remember why
This meant so much to me

Doubt
Did i ever want this?
It's all i could've been, it's all i would've been
Doubt
Did i ever want this?
It's all i've ever been, it's all i'l ever be

Seething in my head
I'm suffering instead
I can't remember why
This meant so much to me

Nobody
Changed my mind
And it leads me to a new disease
Somebody
Let it die
But it still becomes a new disease