Whole

So maybe I am bound by fate
A problematic scarring, induced by hate
It never seems, to all pan out
Is that what all this teaching, is needed to scout

You seemed to have, a bad effect
Your rules and contradictions, I would neglect
Though not my fault, you made me feel
Like my own education wasn't truly real

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Then came right in, tearing up my soul
How could all this loss, be your only goal
I'm left standing here, desperate in the cold
Since you took your life, mine has not been whole

So there I stood, a scolded child
The reasons never questioned, my pains been filed
Inside this place, that makes me feel
I learned life is unfair and that is very real

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While you try to over come the lesson;
Making the most of those questions that just keeps me guessing;
I'm looking longer, harder, further than I ever have;
Solitude breaking me down, you always seemed glad;
To put me down and stick me in that little pit;
Personal growth as a child that mattered not a bit;
Then I became the person that you hated most;
Disrespecting the father, son, and holy ghost;
A small example of what the things you've done to me;
Have changed in my life and changed the things that I can be;
I'll never be.