Why Did I Care?

(music: arcwelder lyrics: s.macdonald)
Wish i weren't so sensitive - that i could blow it off
And wish you the best but that's just me and i just can't
Didn't even care at first but you reeled me in
And now i'm hanging here deboned and gutted

[chorus]
What was i doing? what was i thinking?
Where was i going? why did i care?
What was i doing ? what was i thinking?
What was i asking? why did i care?

Keep your distance so i can heal - don't you pick at my scabs
I can't allow myself to feel but i'm weak and i want you
It's not my fault that you don't know what you want
I will laugh at this tomorrow if i can ever fall asleep

[chorus]

Some days are better than others - this must be one of those others
So i hide behind the fans - they make me feel ok
I will pull myself out of this - there is light at the end of the tunnel
As long as you don't blow it out with your sweet and sour breath

[chorus]