The suffering

My grief is deep, my days are dim
Give me a knock on my door
Say that you will be mine
And stay with me forever
As nothing can refresh my soul
I would have been happy to know
Cause I felt so safe when I looked into your eyes
I was mistaken but now I'm sure
I love you still
But silently inside
I know my feelings won't change your mind
So what am I gonna do
I gave away everything to you
I suffer from painful blows
Will it last forever
It's allright, I won't cry
Tears won't help me find the reason
Why you suddenly disappeared out of my sight
I was mistaken, but now I'm sure
I love you still
But silently inside
I know my feelings won't change your mind