Blood Red Summer

Faint white figures paint my sleep
Please don't tell my secrets, keep them hidden
You got it
If the words that matter reach your face from floor
Will you be wondering if, or
Do I need what is given or honest?
Does is cost me scarring if the words stay true?
Even number for your nephew
I don't want it anymore

And when the answer that you want
Is in the question that you state
Come what may

In a pain that buckles out your knees
Could you stop this if I plead?
You got it
So destined I am to walk among the dark
A child in keeping secrets from
Will they know what I've done in the after?
In the sought for matter when the words blame you
In a blood red summer I'll give you
I don't want it

What did I do to deserve this?