Dial 595-Escape

Cuold it be a new day?
Fear in me so deep
You push me out, I feel fear
The absence, close to me
The otherside i crawl
You push me out, I fall

Heal my wounds with everything
Away you complicate me
Sick of cycles, drop to zero
A while just like last time
My least favorite re-run
Sick of cycles, I bounce in grey

escape familiar home
Memories remains alone
Reality trapped inside
The wicked descend - I hide

Testing Higher mentality
I conquer myself through this
A furious path to walk
New space does exist beyond
In silence I dwell
Displeased
Remain with the seed of unfulfilment

Try to remove obstacles as they appear
my master said:
"Don't look too far,
you'll stumble before you're even there"