Pleasant Bullet

i've woken up every day
with my eyebrows pointing at my mouth
making all who care for me go through all my worst
times with me
and i give them no choice
all my worst times with me
i need to be unhappy to smile
but i haven't quite got the hang of it yet
i need to figure out whyt his room has blinds that never open
it's so hard to be these days
i wasted all my time
trying to remember
the word content was
there isn't much to open eyes for
i want to be excited just haven't been educated yet
wonder how long it will take before they leave me behind
questions in and questions out, they always ask me
it's so hard to be these days. i wasted all my time
trying to remember
the word content was
i just want to be happy