I Don't Know How To Love Him

From jesus christ superstar i don't know how to love him,
What to do, how to move him.
I've been changed, yes, really changed.
In these past few days when i've seen myself
I seem like someone else.

I don't know how to take this
I don't see why he moves me.
He's a man, he's just a man.
And i've had so many men before
In very many ways:
He's just one more

Should i bring him down? should i scream and shout?
Should i speak of love - let my feelings out?
I never thought i'd come to this -
What's it all about?

Don't you think it's rather funny
I should be in this position?
I'm the one who's always been
So calm, so cool, no lover's fool
Running every show
He scares me so.

I never thought i'd come to this -
What's it all about

Yet, if he said he loved me
I'd be lost, i'd be frightened.
I couldn't cope, just couldn't cope.
I'd turn my head, i'd back away,
I wouldn't want to know -
He scares me so.
I want him so.
I love him so.