Sometimes

Sometimes sunshine
Does not want to shine on me
And sometimes i find myself blind
At first i cannot see and then i see it's me

I chose a road when i was young
In search of fun temptations won
And all my soul i did surrender
If i had a chance to back now
Would i redeem my moral vows
Or would i repeat for my own laughter

Sometimes i hide somewhat
Like a bulb behind a shade
And sometimes i ask myself why
Is it cause the lights are too bright
Or because my eyes are closed too tight

Sometimes i find myself blind
Don't use my brain don't use my mind
Distorted feelings always leading my way
But i must forgive myself
And let the past lay down to rest
And be prepared to face myself in another day

From now on i will behave
But in the back of my mind i will be enslaved